I don’t understand the world. I’ve always pretended to, but I honestly don’t have any idea. I’m lost. I’m afraid to admit that I don’t get it.
I’m afraid I’ll drown in the ocean of truth that is mankind,
I don’t want to succumb to the reality that we’re all just supposed to obey life and avoid bumping into the walls. Avoid changing things.
I don't think I can handle the cold weather,
Or the way you look at me
There has to be something more than this cold rock we call home,
something greater than the sunset,
I want to hold your light in my hand
I want to understand
There. I did it. I reached the end (so far). It was such an emotional roller coaster, I'm just not entirely sure what to say at this point. I wish I could write and express myself the way you can, and I hope against hope and very selfishly that you might include your speculations of a conversation or a hangout we have some day. Don't feel pressured, I'm just rambling because of my sleep deprevation... Thanks for putting your thoughts out there. You have a wonderful soul and I'm so grateful we could be friends.
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