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I feel the weight of it in my hands.

It's heavy.

It feels like it was made for me; settling into my palm, its curves stretching out to my fingers.

It feels so solid, so real, so easy. 

I knew it was dangerous.

I found it in a stair well in middle school and I've only used it twice. 

I'm not even sure if I did it right.

I'm scared to ever use it again, but..

The sparks

The kick

The awe

I miss them.